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Friday, 8 April 2011

[Diriku] ::: Tak pernah rasa _______________....

Sad right...??
but..it was  happend to mylife...

since i was a boy...
i live without a normal life as MAN...
friends..? never treat me as MAN..
i'm bullied..everyday...without any human sense give it to me..
but dad...always protect me from them...
he's a teacher at my school...so..
he can keep full attention to me..
everytime i had disturb N been bullied, he came N' scold them..
and this make them mad to me..
so..they would never being my friend...
they told me..i'm a coward..
i didn't asked to doin' like that..
at the same time..i felt alone..
from i was a boy...till now as a teenagers..
my father always keep on eyes to me...
so..can i be a great teenagers...?? eemmm...


now..at the date 9th April 2011..
i still separate from 'man'...
i still ignored..being apart from them..
i want...! i want live in their colonies...
goin' out together...
shopping for groceries...
dates..N' others...
but how..? when can i got it...? is it impposible for me..??
OR that's my fate..? always beside N' protected by 'gurls' outthere..? OR protected by my dad till i'm 20 OR 30..??
eeeexxxxxxxxxppplllllllllllaaaaaaaaiiiiiinnnnnnnnn...!!

i want a NORMAL life...!!!!!!!!
who can give me...?

enough...! 

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