[Luv] :: Should i accept H.I.M..??

Okeyh..!
setibenye aq kat rumah...(cewaahh...ayat xleyh nk blah...!)
ofkos..
1st thing that i'll to do is power on my laptop N' trus on9 fB b4 menyantap hidangan bonde kat atas meja makan..
after makan, tngok2x ade r 'CHAT' dr kawan lame...
namenyerr ***rul **zaie..
perrggghh...lme kowt aq ushyaaaa mamat nieyh...
dr skolah rendah dulu...
dr segi bahase dye mule2x chatting ngan aq...
it's okay...
aq mmg borak sengal2x skit ngan dye..
then, lame2x 'chatting' kitorang da mcm 'weird' skit...
Hooomaiigod..
mcm xcaye plak dye pown spesis mcm tuh...
siap ckp bagai2x plak arn...
btw,,
i'm still in d'lemma...
all my fren really care bout me..
i scared to like that...
aq penah 'membenci' golongan seperti itu..
N' i scared i'll be like that...
tp...aq still lgi dlm proses 'berfikir'...
Accept OR Reject...
sbb..
dulu penah jgak r minat kat dye...
N now...rse serba salah plak...
i tried to change...
but..NOT to this WAY...!!
Pleaseee... gve me NUR...